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7.29.2010

It's over

Still no heartbeat, the sac is breaking down and moving down in the uterus. I'm miscarrying as I type this. The doc gave me a prescription for something (can't remember the name) to speed up the process and it should be over by tomorrow.

This sucks in ways I can't even describe.

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  1. (((HUGS)))

    no words, just hugs..

    I'm here for you and praying for you. If you need anything, please let me know.

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  2. Oh my gosh, Kitty. I'm crying. You and DH are in my prayers. ((HUGS))

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  3. Devastated for you guys...so so sorry. Its so not fair.

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  4. I've never been in your shoes, so I won't pretend to know how you feel. But know that you have "friends" who love you and are offering prayers of comfort on your behalf.

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  5. I'm so sorry! I cant imagine what you must be going through.

    My prayers are with you.

    Hugs!!!!!

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  6. I'm so sorry. I have no words, but know I love you and am here for you.

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  7. Oh Kitty, I'm so so sorry. I remember all too clearly how thst feels. Prayers for you... ((hugs))

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  8. No, Kitty. This totally sucks. I am so sorry and hurting right here with you.

    I'm so sorry.

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  9. So freaking unfair!! I am so sorry Kitty! My thoughts and prayers are with you and DH.

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  10. oh honey... omg, my heart is breaking for you.

    It sucks. God, it sucks so fucking bad.

    DAMNIT.

    I wish there was something I could do. If you need a shoulder that understands, holler. I'll give you my #.
    Oh Kitty. (((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

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  11. I am so, so very sorry, Kitty. This breaks my heart. I wish I could help you get through this.

    (Hugs) and ~prayers~

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  12. Aw, sweetie, I'm so sorry! Sending thoughts and prayers your way.

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  13. Kitty I'm so sorry. God, it's so not fair. There's nothing I can say to take this pain from you, but we're here and we love you.

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  14. Oh No I am sooo sorry, there's just no words..
    I am here for you.
    ((Hugs))))

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  15. ((((KITTY))))

    Big Big (((((HUGS))))))

    I am so sorry.

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  16. Here through Rain Child's blog...Just wanted to tell you I am so sorry for your loss! I can't imagine what you're going through..Life just isn't fair and I'm so sorry.

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  17. I was sent by Rain and just wanted to tell you how terribly sorry I am, I have an idea of the heartache you're going through because less than a year ago I was in your shoes:( Sending a swarm of gentle hugs!

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  18. Over from Rain's blog...

    I can't imagine what you're feeling, but I can tell you that I'm so very sorry this is happening to you.

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  19. I'm so sorry, Kitty! I remember all too clearly how that felt for me. We are all here for you!! ((hugs))

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  20. *hugs*

    So sorry, my heart is breaking. It's the worst. I am praying for you.

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  21. Rain said it so well, it is SO freaking unfair.

    I know nothing I say will help ease the pain in your heart right now, but from someone who knows, tomorrow will hurt a little less.

    I've linked back to you on my blog.

    Big hugs and may you be surrounded in support and wrapped in hugs

    xxx

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  22. This is just awful my love.

    sending you lots and lots of gentle hugs.

    x

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  23. Kitty, I'm so sorry. This pain isn't something that anyone should ever have to endure. It's just not fair.

    (((HUGS)))

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  24. Thinking of you tonight. This sucks big time!

    Saying a prayer for you...

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  25. Oh my goodness Kit, my heart is breaking. Know that your in my thoughts and prayers, I have no idea what you are going through, but I certainly can imagine. Take time to take care of yourself.

    (((Hug)))

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  26. I am so deeply sorry. Thinking of you and DH.

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  27. Oh no Kitty, I'm so, so sorry! I know there is nothing I can say... just know that we are all here for you and thinking and praying for you and DH. (((hugs)))

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  28. ((((HUGS))) There are no words for the sorrow you're experiencing. I'm thinking of you and your baby today.

    Hugs,
    Jo

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  29. Oh Kitty! I am so sorry. Tears are flooding in as I type this. I dont know what to say. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband. :( Hang in there sweetie.

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  30. Was referred over to you by Rain Child. I am so, so sorry. I know the pain, and I'd never wish it upon anyone. Many positive thoughts sent your way...

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  31. I just found your blog through Allison's post. I am so, so deeply sorry for your loss. I had a missed miscarriage at 7 weeks in November-- it is truly devastating in a way that is difficult to describe. I know we all grieve differently, but I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to about what you're going through. I will be keeping an eye on you from now on.

    Life is going to be really, really bad for a while. Just hold on and try to make it through.

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  32. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  33. I am here to send you (HUGS)! I know how hard this is and I am so sorry that you are going through it. Hang in there.

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  34. I am so very sorry. I know the pain and confusion you're feeling. Sending prayers for healing for your body and your heart.

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  35. My heart aches for you sweetie. I'm totally crying right now. I wish you didn't have to go through this. Having a m/c isn't something I'd wish on anyone. If they are sure its a m/c, call to see if they can give you something stronger for cramps. Get plenty of rest and be sure to cry it out. DH will prob cry with you.

    (((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))

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  36. I'm so very sorry for your loss. This is so incredibly awful, I know. Sending you hugs today - you need them.

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  37. I came to offer you my deepest sympathies via Rain. :( This is such hard news to hear and I am sorry you have to go through this because it is so heart breaking after trying for so long. Thinking of you.

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  38. Damn, I am so sorry Kitty. I have tears in my eyes for you. I have been there and words can't describe how you must be feeling right now. I am here if you need anything.

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  39. Your bloggy friend Rain sent me over.

    Please accept my sincerely condolences.

    I've never gotten so far along in a PG, so I can't imagine your disappointment, but, all the same, know that you are not alone and you are supported by this community.

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  40. This majorly sucks. I'm so sorry.

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  41. Hello- I just started following your blog through one of your friends. I cannot imagine this amount of devastation, to have made it so far and had it taken away from you. I will be praying for you. You will get over this.

    Blessings,
    Jess
    http://jesstryingtoconceive.blogspot.com/

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  42. Just stopping by to let you know that I'm thinking about you.

    (See, I'm a stalker in good times and in bad. I'd rather be a good-time stalker, but alas, sometimes life just sucks ass.)

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  43. I got the link to your blog from Rain...So sorry for your loss. I'm here if you need to chat. We just lost our little bean at 8 weeks on July 2. It sucks. People dont know how to react when someone has a MC. HUGS

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  44. Oh sweetie, I am so very sorry. This just isn't fair....Damn you IF! I hate that you are going through this. If there is ANYthing I can do, don't hesitate to ask. {{{HUGS}}} I'm praying for you & dh.

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  45. *crying* God, SIL I'm so heartbroken for you guys. I mailed you a card before i left for work today. N called and told me... I didn't know what to write in the card, but i knew it had a mission to be on your doorstop and not in my studio. It's moments like this that I understand why you have this blog and can see the amazing support. YOu have so many comments and they must be nice to read at times like this.
    I feel like having a conversation with Atticus to work together with me to sneak creme brulee into your house everday for me.

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  46. I am truly sorry Kitty. My heart is aching for you and your hubby. Please know that you are in our prayers. (((HUGS))

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  47. I love you. I am here for you always.

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  48. Kitty, you don't know me and I don't know you but I wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss and for the sorrow and heartache you are having to endure right now. I can't imagine what you must be going through. My prayers are with you! God bless you!

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  49. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel... :( :( :(

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  50. Oh Kitty (a million hugs and thoughts). Seriously, ok not a million, a gazillion! You are in my prayers!

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  51. I'm so sorry. (((Hugs)))

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  52. oh kitty, i am so sorry, I am sending you love. Nothing will help right now but I am always available to talk with you - we had a missed m/c at 10weeks with no heartbeat so I understand somewhat your pain :(
    k xx
    (hopefulk77 from the ttc12mo board)

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  53. oh kitty, I'm so sorry. I know the pain and heartache you are feeling. I am sending love to you both. You can contact me anytime if you need to chat.
    kirsty x
    (hopefulk77 from TTC12mo)

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  54. I'm so very sorry Kitty. I have no great words of comfort, except that you and your husband are in my prayers. (((hugs)))

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  55. Here from Miss Ruby's blog. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  56. Beauty rom Ashes"sent me over here.I am so sorry for you. No words could possibiliby descrive our love for you.....blessings

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  57. I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  58. Still thinking about you. XO

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  59. I'm so sorry. Sending big hugs...

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  60. I am so very sorry for your loss. Sending love your way.
    ~from LFCA~

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  61. Stopping by from LFCA to tell you how very sorry I am. Please know that we all are sending you all of our thoughts and love.

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