I've been dreading today for months, and now that it's here I'm... actually okay. I called in sick and although Hubs couldn't do the same we had a few lovely hours together before he left for work. There have been some tears and I expect there will be more. I'm just going to allow myself to feel what I feel, and not force myself to feel one way or another.
To my Peanut on what might have been your birthday: You would have loved today. The sun is shining and there's not a cloud in the sky. It's warm and beautiful out and it would have been the perfect day to meet you face to face. I will always love you and miss you.
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Thinking of you and sending you tons of (((((HUGS))).
((((Hugs))))) My thoughts are with you on this day.
Sending you hugs and strength.
It is a beautiful day to remember a beautiful what if.
(((hugs))) We love you!!!
Sending you lots of HUGS today! I know this is a very hard day for you!
Thinking of you, your hubs and your little Peanut. And sending you a hug... It's so hard to lose the little ones that were wanted so much.
My thoughts are with you, I can't imagine.
*hugs*
(((HUGS))) Kitty
(hugs)
Hugs. Lots of hugs. I'm glad you're doing ok. Hugs, just lots of them. :o)
Thinking about you, darling. Sending hugs and comforting thoughts your way.
HUGS!
Just hugs - thinking of you as you've passed what would have been....
I am so sorry you're having to go through this Kitty! Glad you took the day off...hope you were able to do something speacial!
{{{Huge HUGS}}}
big hugs my friend, i know all too well how hard these days can be.
sending you love from afar
~x~
I'm so sorry, my dear friend
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