My anxiety has subsided in the past few days. Every day that I don't spot I feel a tad more comfortable. And I think it helps that I've been staying busy.
I started working at my new part-time gig this week, which has been fun. I'm doing office work for a DJ/Lighting/Photo Booth company, and I also host photo booths at events (usually weddings) when they need me. Tonight is going to be my first time hosting one all by my lonesome and I'm a tad nervous! I'm going to have to talk to people - like lots of people - in an entertaining type of fashion. Not that I have to sing and dance or tell jokes of course, but I will have to be "on" and help ensure everyone has a great (and smooth) time using the booth. This is not my forte. But I'll figure it out and try to have fun with it.
I also took a job at a catering event the other day; my first time working for a caterer. It was a good experience despite being utterly exhausted by the end of the evening. And I didn't even actually serve food, I stood next to a cheese station for a few hours and mostly people-watched. But I was there for 7 hours, on my feet the whole time, and I'm not used to such exertion! The owner of the catering company liked me and said she'd love to work with me again, so that was nice. Anything that helps pay the bills!
I figure this experience can only help me as I continue working to build my event coordinating business. Now I have a much better idea what it's like on the catering and entertainment ends of events. Plus I'm making connections with other vendors, and I actually enjoy working again! The difference between working at a bank or other heartless corporation and working with small business owners is like night and day. These people not only love what they do, have fun with it and are generally super friendly, but they appreciate the people who work for and with them, and treat each other nicely! I could get used to this :)