I've got my first appointment with the shrink this afternoon. I've been feeling better about things since the spotting stopped again on Friday, but I know I'm still just a TAD unstable so I'm looking forward to going this afternoon. Two more days until the ultrasound...
Today I'm 8 weeks 1 day pregnant. It feels like a milestone. Not to get morbid, but last time my miscarriage was confirmed at 8 weeks exactly, and this time things seem to be going okay at this point. I've been getting more and more nauseous, which is not nearly as much fun as I thought it would be. Apparently throwing up/trying not to throw up always sucks. But it does help me feel more secure so I'll take it.
As optimistic as I'm feeling today, I'm still dreading the ultrasound on Wednesday. I really, really, really don't want to get bad news, or unclear news, or anything other than positively good news. Even with great news I know I'll still find some reason to feel anxious. Well, at least I know what I'll be talking to the shrink about today. I would love to get to a point where I can start feeling excited and thinking beyond the next few days, or at least beyond the next trip to the bathroom. Hopefully she will help me out with some of that today.
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I hope the shrink helps! Hopefully after the u/s your fears will abate. Fingers crossed--I bet it's gonna be perfect!
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Thinking of you! xoxo
Thinking of you as you get your ultrasound today. Fingers crossed! And I'm so glad you went to see a shrink - hope it helps!!!
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