8.19.2010

Closing the book

I will be getting the D&C tomorrow morning at 11:00. The same amount of tissue that showed up on the u/s last week was still there this week, so it's time to get it out.

On the one hand I am relieved. Very relieved. My body can finally start going back to normal and I won't have this reminder anymore. I can hopefully start moving forward. I've never wanted a regular C ending with a regular visit from AF so much in my life. On the other hand, and this is going to sound really stupid, but - I know my pregnancy has been over for weeks now, but this is so official. I'm just a little emotional I guess.

Anyway, that's it. Wish me luck.

16 comments:

lparsons15 said...

SO sorry you have to go through this..I will be thinking of you and good luck!

Miss Ruby said...

And you have every right to be emotional, this is closure that the D&C will bring, so while you've known that your pregnancy has been over for a few weeks, this will really be THE end and so you're bound to feel emotional.

I wish you more than luck, I wish you luck with peace wrapped around it. I hope your body recovers quickly and it get's back to being "normal" [oh how I do detest that word!].

Big hugs my friend.

xxxx

elephantscanremember said...

(hugs) God bless you tomorrow. I am so very sorry it's come to this in the first place.

Anonymous said...

So sorry, Kitty. All of us in blogland will be thinking of you. IF and everything associated with it royally sucks. Hugs to you.

Kelly said...

You will be in my thoughts tomorrow.

Tanya said...

((((HUGS))))

Sorry Kitty... This does royally suck and I wish that you didn't have to go through it.....

Heather said...

Your in my thoughts! I'm so sorry you have to go through all this. Here's to a speedy recovery and taking the time to heal. Getting back into the game when YOU want to.
Hugs!

M said...

Thinking of you (((hugs)))

Misty Dawn said...

Oh I hope the dnc goes smoothly girl. (((HUGS)))

Kate said...

I am so sorry. Thinking of you.

E said...

Good luck Kitty. Take it easy today and let your hubby spoil you for a few days. Watch good movies and eat good food while you recover ;).

Kate said...

Will be thinking of you today as you officially close the book on this pregnancy - I hope it goes as smoothly as possible.

^J^ said...

Praying for you. And sending lots of {{{comforting hugs}}} your way!

Emily said...

I just saw this Kitty. I hope everything went okay today and that you recover physically in no time. Many prayers...

Steph O. said...

(((HUGE HUGS))) I hope all went well. Take it easy for a few days. Much love!

-my husband grows cotton- said...

((((HUGS))))
Thinking about you Kitty.