Yeah, so, I should have known not to get my hopes up about all the FDing and the one (cheat) BD session we did this C. And yeah, I know we're still TAB. But that doesn't mean I can't be disappointed about AF showing up today, right? Sigh... At least she didn't tease me with spotting first this time.
We've officially been "off" TTC for 2 months now. I was hoping to start back up again this month, but until I get these infections under control the break goes on. It's just way too much pressure to have to worry about trying when there's a good chance we won't be able to BD. Not that it makes a difference - the first year of our marriage we didn't try (and we didn't NOT try, you KWIM), and that didn't work. Now we've been trying for a year and a half and that doesn't work either. I honestly don't think hubs and I can get pregnant on our own, and that we'll just be going through the motions until we can change insurance and see an RE.
And yet I still get my hopes up every month whether we're trying or not. Go figure!