I'm feeling pretty optimistic today. Could it be the tea? ;)
More likely it's because I feel like I'm finally making some progress. I start Clomid tonight and I've been trying to let myself think positively about it. I wasn't joking about the visualization thing yesterday - my friend Katherine has been trying it lately (for other reasons of course) and suggested it to me. I figured why not? I'm not getting overly hopeful because I know the chances aren't great that the Clomid will even work, and it's only a one-time thing for now. But it's about time I let myself be a little excited about something TTC-related. It's been such an enormous weight for so long, I can't remember the last time I thought, "Maybe it really will happen soon."
But wait, there's more!
I asked hubs last night if I could get acupuncture/TCM now and just put it on a credit card, and to my great surprise, he agreed! Ideally we wanted to wait until after we paid our taxes, and I'm not thrilled with the idea of financing it... But we've put very little money into TTC thus far and I really feel like I need to try something. Soon. I'm going to shop around and try to find the best deal, so I don't think it will end up being terribly expensive. I'm really tempted to go to this place right around the corner from my work, which boasts the highest pregnancy rates in the area, but it looks pricey so I'll have to find out about their fees first.
So yep, that's where I'm at today. It helps that it's Thursday too, which is my second favorite day of the week (my favorite being Friday right when I get off work of course), and it's also bowling night tonight! Dare I say, it's a good day. :)
Hope yours is going well too!